what is that return? the unexpected return by virtue of innocence, after retreat brought about by the arousing. because of Erik Erikson and the virtue which is power. because of saint Augustine’s Latin and Derrida’s circumfession. because we should be reminded of the writing project within the/our psychoanalytic tradition. which includes Jung’s Aion and Dogen’s Time-Being within time , flowing, genesis (four rivers) and the eschatology of/with deconstruction that keeps falling on/in us here. up. around, like the lines of Ashbery ,
necessary , instructive , mysterious and unknowable. if it was Webern and Stravinsky followed by Wagner and Ravel , that was last night. last night, with the experimental Wave , waves of all kinds, onto the shore , for Tagore and Donald Winnicott. for all of the invisible beings, in/between Being , for a reading from the Bhagavad Gita , then “return” all return , in and around , through, with consideration toward and flowing , that’s Dogen’s Time-Being, minus the Heidegger, waiting in the wings, shadows, black mountains, black apes, grasping,
then human hands involved in creation like Angels as traces , traces of the pleasure principal death drive reality principal differance twist, that’s an expression that gets darker and lighter, the gravity and levity, which compels us to keep writing, sometimes, wandering through forests, you’ll find it there, the rocks, that giant rock, that pyramid, that call of Zarathustra from the wilderness of Being, up and down the mountain, releasing and gathering, Dionysian redemption , or something like that, never exactly the same, the eternal return yes, the necessary yes,